Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Ok fellow D survivors, I need some help and guidance big time, I normally post in my newcomers thread, but hoping some of you here that have been through this can offer some advice.

I just got kicked between the legs to the tune of 700+ a week I get to hand to my STBXW for the benefit of being married to her.

That's just the temporary order, she is asking for 1100+ a week in child and spousal support so for the temporary order I am getting off light!!!!

I don't know how to cope with this.. How do I look at this women who is going to be taking so much from me without getting bitter..

There is no chance for reconciliation, for sure. 700 a week that I am going to be handing her is more than twice the gross pay she has ever made in her life!!!

I am so distraught right now I don't know what to do!!!!