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[awest1217]

I have plenty of people to help me. My family is all around and is willing to help. Right now because of feeling so bad, I am really weak emotionally and cry a lot just out of the blue. It is kind of like emotionally I am back to where I was this summer. Crying myself to sleep and waking up crying, but I am not sure why. I don't know if it is my body just telling me to stop, the baby steps giving me too much hope, my defenses breaking down and me finally feeling the hurt again as my heart starts to repair...I don't know.

Either way...time to get up and have a good day. I just wish this feeling would go away again.