sandycay, smw told me about that too. I know I never talked to you, but I will pray for you. What you need to do is realize that God loves you, and that YOU need to love yourself. Have you truly loved yourself in this last year? It is so important. and never, is a strong word. you can never know what your future will hold, you can only make the choices to shape it.


mindful, I am SO relieved to see you back. I have really been worried. please call me sometime, I'd love to talk to you in person.

also, I want to say that because of this struggle you are having, and because of the text you wrote, I really believe you need to specifically ask him for what you need. a response. you did not ask him a question in your text, and you did not ask for a response, and you did not get one. it seems that your H will need to be directly asked. if you can't say it face to face, write it in a letter. tell him that you understand that it is hard for him to express his feelings, but as a person, a human, you need him to talk to you and share how that text made him feel, or whatever it is you are wanting from him.

AND, get yourself back on track. somewhere, you have misplaced yourself, and you need to put that focus back on you again. Please allow God to lift you up in this time of need to.

thank you so much for writing... I do get distraught when people suddenly disappear, but you have been one that "scared" me the most. You have been so upbeat and so positive and posted so consistently, I wasn't sure what to think. I know this isn't about me, but darnit, don't do that again! lol wink

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."