Oh Awest, is there anyone else you can turn to that can help? If there really isn't, you may just have to ask H for help (even if it's against the rules) b/c like I said above, you have to take care of yourself for you and for S. What if you let it go and it gets worse (not to scare you, but just so that you think about getting it taken care of right way). That just doesn't sound good. =( And maybe it's good if H can 'rescue' u - didn't you say you never let H help you before, so he never really felt needed? Maybe it will be a win-win. Just think about it and see if that applies.
It's good though that H continues to try to be apart of your and S's life by taking you to dinner. Another small step in the right direction.
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
