Can I save my marriage?

[Lll54]

So this post has nothing to do with H. I am just wondering for those of you that have been going through this for a while, what do you do on those nights where you are at home and lonely. I have been GAL'ing so much, sometimes its nice to just have a friday night at home with my boys. But my boys are young and go to bed early, and then leaves me. All by myself. Just wondering how some of you get through those moments when you used to sit down on the couch next you your S and cuddle under a blanket and watch a movie, and now its just you. This is quite troublesome for me. Its the doing everything alone, being home alone, parenting alone, shopping alone, visiting alone, sleeping alone that's getting to me now.