Tonight H took us out to eat at a restaurant he has been talking about forever that has good pizza. He then stayed for about 15 minutes to read stories to S. During that time my stomach started to act up, and still is (really bad). I just sat and listened to them. H asked what was the matter and I said stomach problems. He then asked if it was the pizza. I said no and that I had been having stomach pains. He asked what I thought it was and I said an ulcer. He asked if I thought I should get a scope done and I said no because my symptoms are minor and the sites said to take anacids and eat dairy. H said if I need anything to just ask. Right now I am so tired and feeling really sick. I have not really been able to eat all day. I did eat a lot at dinner, but that is the first time all day.
I just don't know...I really want H home because at least with him here I would have more ability to relax and see if this is something major. Right now I am just so tired, in pain, and nausious.
I want to call H and ask him to come over so I can sleep well (I wouldn't have to worry about S), but I know that is just my needs presenting themselves and I have to do this on my own. I just really wish he were here. I am scared...
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