I am praying coach.

Praying that I won't become bitter.

Praying that I will have the strength to be a better man, for my d8's sake.

Praying that somehow I can get through this mess and be a better, whole person in the end that someone wants to be with.

Watching my STBXW talking and laughing with her L after the proceedings was the toughest thing to take. I had to move out of her sight so I didn't have to watch that..

I will be paying for my sins in this relationship in spades...


M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."