Praying that I will have the strength to be a better man, for my d8's sake.
Praying that somehow I can get through this mess and be a better, whole person in the end that someone wants to be with.
Watching my STBXW talking and laughing with her L after the proceedings was the toughest thing to take. I had to move out of her sight so I didn't have to watch that..
I will be paying for my sins in this relationship in spades...
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."