Hmm..I was a little high on my horse last night when I posted that. I still am basing my feelings too much on what he does. Last night he went back to the basement. It hurts me more now than it did to begin with. Why does this all have to be his way or the high way..why is he not considering anyone elses feelings..mine..the kids( he continues to say d does not hurt the children..they are too young to remember, 5 and almost 2)...We honestly do not have that bad of a marriage now. Really..except for the fact that he says he cannot trust me or I will never be someone he can talk to..whatever the HELL that means. I dont know..I just know I am not sure how much more I can put up with..he does still control my moods very much!
