I am so appreciating the support, the thoughts, the advice, and even the 2x4's when needed. Since Monday (Bomb2) I have been in survival mode. Still am. My plan is to focus on meeting my basic needs and being there for the kids and then next week, to begin making some plans for myself with the help of my C. I know this is time for personal growth for me, and that will likely include new boundaries/attitudes with H. Do you know one of the things he told me about OW was that she is a bitch and sometimes he needs a bitch? WTF? I guess I'm too nice. Well, let me tell ya, after all this hurt and pain if a bitch is what he wants a bitch is what he gets! haha Anyway, we are having polite conversations, and we'll see where things go. i need to take care of me. and right now.. that includes taking my kids out for ice cream and probably having a little snooze....
