I think I might tell him on Sunday. I'm certainly feeling calmer and more ready to talk. (I'm surprisingly calm- my stomach hasn't been upset and I haven't gotten teary-eyed in nearly a week.) H is an IT guy and his dept. has a big project due tomorrow (Saturday), so I think I'll let him concentrate on that first, then talk to him. I think. But I can't chicken out- I have to tell him eventually. It's just every once in a while, I get that little nagging doubt: "Am I doing the right thing?" I gotta get that voice to shut up.


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On My Own: 11/28/09