I really appreciate everyone's support. 2009 just keeps piling on me. But I've reached the point where I'm now numb to all this BS.

It was tough driving back to Pa from NJ (I was working at the NJ plant when it happened) but realized this is just a fast forward in my plans. I had been trying to get back to Pa so I can get full custody of my boys. I had planned on doing it with a job here. Now that I'm back, I'm going to go for full custody now.

I already emailed my lawyer to see what we can get going. I told my WAW that now that I'm back I want to see my boys more.

Forward motion.... forward motion.....

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13