Have been wanting to post on here all week, but my mom was visiting. While it was nice to have her here, I know it she wanted to just talk and talk about what was going on with H and I. But I didn't feel much like talking about it.
So this is what I wanted to post about..last Saturday night as I was getting ready for bed, for some reason I looked over at my wedding rings sitting on the counter and I don't know why, but I just felt this "pull" towards them and to put them on. Strange? For the week before, every time I put them on, it just didn't feel right, and I didn't want to wear them at all. So this was so weird and it was after I had prayed to god and asked for some type of sign as to where and what I should be doing. So I took i as a sign....
This week, exchanged a few texts between H, but nothing much. He finally finished school, so now he will have a lot more time to do things..hopefully thinking.
In a way, I think with him going to school and me trying to grow my business, we just go to involved in those things and let US slip away..not even realizing it at the time. NOW of course I see it. I know I can't go back and change it, but know I would change it if given the chance.
I miss him..I really do. He stopped by last night as I was taking my mom to the airport and he looked so cute and I just wanted to hug him! Why do I do so well for so long and then just fall apart! Today I feel like I could just lay in bed and cry all day! I hate this!!
