no bitterness jack, just don't like the term, all right.

by the way, i think you and i are a lot a like.

when all this started i said to myself, even if she fools around, she had sex before she met me.

the only, the only thing i don't like about any of this is the fact she filed.

that's the one thing i'm having the most difficulty with, everything else i could've dealt with and i have no choice to deal with this now, too.

and not bitter over it, just very, very dissappointed that she rang that bell.

and i can't get mad at her, i know it's not her but the mlc. when i get angry i use it to be constructive.