I don't see how acting my usual cheerful independent self will make me seem more interesting than the "lots of sex, no job so lots of time to worship him, living with him so she can show devotion 24/7 GF".
Best thing about reality is that its reality and not fantasy. Your imagination of this relationship will be far steamier , more sexed , extra worshiped , extra devoted than reality.
Unless she is a superwoman.
I highly doubt this.
Do not compair yourself to someone who is below you as a human being. Nor build them up in your mind.
At best, they are just different from you. And thats it.
