I am sorry CC. I know exactly how you feel. I did stop checking the records and it helped.
Being near family helped too. However, it was hard to keep everything I wanted to say about the situation inside. I kept wanting to say "Its not my fault; she's the one with a boyfriend!" But I am glad I said nothing about it now. Be careful what you say to the family. I did most of my venting here.
Listen to what Puppy is saying. He is the best. I was hoping he would stop by.
