Coming up on One-Year of DB'ing...

[sandycay]

Hey MF,

I know all about the rejection. Seems my H couldn't live with me after all. I moved back over to seperating as he left on Monday.

My H stopped showing me love for me as well. We got along grest had good times together, even went to weekends alone, & never stopped the horizontal tango... but he doesn't love me and he is gone to pursue another life.

Rejection stinks, it was the more hurtful than the original A. My friend from back and I were talking on the phone about my situation (before he left) and she said "Sandycay, I don't know who you are anymore... you don't say anything like your real self would say. This is slowly killing the real you." I isolated myself to in the situation. I lost myself and my physical health was affected by all this.

So, he H is gone and there is some relief. I believe now when he told me I deserve to by loved by someone who will love me back, because I am a great person, wife, and mother.

I do deserve that, I wish it was with him though, but that will never happen. I see that now.

I hope your cardio helps you out.