I could not sleep to save my life right now. We are supposed to get in the spa and have dinner in the pool (left over from yesterday lunch).
One positive anyway: H heard me talking to my parents. He asked who it was, so when I hung up I sat with him and told him I had made a huge mistake telling my parents about us getting a D and such. He answered:"Don't blame yourself. It was my fault" Blew it a little later by trying to pass his own R with his family as an example, and me disagreeing (I accepted there had to be a middle ground somewhere).
I also discovered a mark on page 14 of my copy of 'After the Affair': he is reading it after all (had not mentioned the book at all in a month).
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
