Okay. Check, Check, and Check. I have been reading on other peoples threads and offering my words when I feel I can. It uplifts me and makes me feel like a better person. I will continue to do so...Check.

Ignore the man when he asks me these questions. Check.

Let H go............Check.

Get to a doctor for anti-anxiety meds. Check (next week when I can)

Paint my livingroom, do something for me..Check.

Go on a road trip with sis and my boys. Check

Have a wonderful weekend with my children. Check

Love myself..Check.

Thank all of you for sticking by me...check. I wish there was a way to meet every single one of you. I feel like i can't thank you enough through just words on a computer.


M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14