K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

It is not a ploy CG. I think I am running to my wits end on this. Last night we talked because D11 got in trouble again with W. Then W tells me she is at the mall getting a gown to go to the Margarita Ball which is a big upscale charity event here in DFW. I had told her previously that I had 2 tickets which are hard to come by and I would hope she would be interested in going with me since she had never been and wanted to go. Of course she said no back then and I released the tickets.

Also, November 21st the night of the ball is the one year anniversary of her officially sleeping with OM for the first time. A date I can't seem to forget. So between that being the anniversary and the Ball on the same night, I think I just kind of am at my wits end with this whole M. I don't see really any chance of anything changing with her.

It is a serious consideration at this point. I don't want to be hasty, but I am really thinking about being done in some aspects with this M and moving on.

I know this goes against everything I have stood for. But I think I also didn't realize how hard this would be emotionally to do forever.

I haven't decided yet, but I have really been thinking about it since last night.

Kevin