Pretty good week. Tuesday was a big workday for both of us and we were out of commission until about 8PM. She picked up D2 and I picked up dinner and we met at home. Relaxed a little and watched a show and went to bed tired. Exchanged a good amount of txts and calls throughout the day.
Wed, I worked from home so I could hang out with them in the morning. We went to lunch and picked up her brother at the train station. They stayed the past couple nights. Ended up ML again Wed night which is always nice.
Thurs, work from home again because new TV came. She worked and came home tired. We were hanging out with BIL and his GF. I went to bed early after getting annoyed when she asked me about going out the night before Thanksgiving. She's got a couple of harmless guy friends from HS, but for some reason the thought of them triggers the thought of the OM because he went to HS with them. Even though she was asking in way to suggest that I go with her, I don't know...I couldn't control it. I should work on that thought stopping thing. I just got mad. Sort of shut down. She noticed it and said something in the hall to me briefly but since we had company we didn't talk about it.
Her sister is flying in today from the westcoast and staying the weekend too. Hopefully we have a good time. W works tomorrow and her parents are coming over to help with some house work we need done. So it will be me and her parents and sister hanging out all day. I really love them though.
I only texted her today and didn't call after leaving really early when she was still sleeping for work. Sort of went to bed on a bad note, but it's to be expected. Overall, most of this week has been good with moments of greatness and just a couple of moments where the frustration came back. She even bought this book for me one night of these marriage stories about being married for life and wrote in it saying how wonderful she thinks are marriage can be and that one day we will have our own life story...I have to say that it made my day.
anyway, just keeping the updates going so I can refer back from time to time.
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
