this is so very, very hard.................

[hbdad]

grr,

I think we all have had these horrible days. Try to keep everything in pespective. We ARE going to have bad moments, bad days because we are human. Just keep DBing one day at a time and find the will to have patience. Patience is where I struggle. Don't think too far ahead. Get busy GALing. I too would wake up at 3:00 AM. Since I have went dim and GALing my attitude and sleep has improved immensely. Keep venting to get your emotions out here. Hang Tough, You CAN do it.