OOps posted too early again. H ended up balling his eyes out saying he had done irreparable damage to his children and me. I didnt know what to say. (and no I didnt invite him over or pursue him or call or text but I didnt tell him to leave either--should I have?) I basically feel like I am not able to get anything straight at this point. Part of me just doesnt care anymore as this is too exhausting and another part doesnt want to give up but feels like I keep guessing and making the wrong choices.
