More of the same, S11 went to take his shower, but there was no shampoo, so he was left caughing all over the house on the phone, with soaking wet heair and no prupose for it. Complains of his living conditions, and "they" say he is moving downstate, and can't say anything about it because he is not 14. Umm, reality check, in IL, you have a voice at 8, dumbf$cks.

S11 agreed to see a C. He needs it. He kept complaining of what "they" and OM say about him. I told he needn't listen to a word OM says. S11 said, I know, I have 2 parents, not 3.

I need to go to bed, clear my had and be ready for tomorrow. S11 asked if he could come here over the weekend, I said of cours, as long as mom agrees. He wanted me to come get him then, I said I would if I could in 20 minutes (it's nearly 40 away).

This is bullsh!t!!!!!!!!

But, i rant it here, instead of elsewhere, and I'm certain although I don't know how, XW reads this, and it's ok if you do, becasue guess what: you know the person I CAN be when those I love are hurting. Keep the hell out of my way, I'm 10 times stronger then you ever knew me to be capable of.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11