Journaling….(warning I have drank about a ½ bottle of “Gnarly Head old vine zin”)
Ok a little history is in order. Two years ago right after the bomb was dropped we as a family went to Yosemite national park for our anniversary. That was the time that like a fool I climbed ½ ways up half dome to prove I could what lead to me because of my leg get a double hernia. ANYWAY we were eating dinner at a local restaurant and me the beer drinker decided to leave my comfort zone and ordered wine. I ordered a white zin. W was quick to point out to me that a real win condosure drinks RED win and proceeded to order a red wine. So now fast forward to tonight. One of my wood customers was so impressed with my service that he gave me a bottle of red wine. Tonight I made pizza for dinner and told wife I was going to open my bottle of wine. Well I drank about half the bottle while eating the Pizza and asked W if she was going to have any. She said…. NOW GET THIS… “I am having a rum and coke. I really don’t like red wine”... I said “I thought you said real wine drinkers like red wine” she said “well I heard that wine condosure drink red wine.” Funny thing is that I like this wine…….. Ok as for everything else………Things are going okay... I mean things seem to go really well during the day but every night when she goes to “her room” I feel like things are starting all over again. We have not had any R discussions and she has been real nice to me. I have done things for her without any expectations and one thing that I did change was in the past any money I made from wood sales I would give it to her and then ask for money when I needed it. Now I have kept the money and occasionally give her a few dollars to go get something for her So that’s it for now…I can tell ya one thing... I am going to sleep well tonight……
Oh ya one last thing... I have been looking at GPS systems for my Jeep. Even though money is getting low and NORMALY I would give all my money to wife to use as she see’s fit. I am going to get one for me. It will help me on my wood deliveries AND... In case I do lose my house and am left to sleep in my car…………at least I will know where I am at………….
Bye Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
