Spoke to family today....mistake...mistake...mistake. I forgot how difficult it is for most of my friends and family to really see things from my point of view. SIGH. I hate taking steps backwards for no reason...except my need for approval from others. I really thought I had moved past this phase....Haven't needed anyone's approval in a very long time....
I have had time and so thought tto reconnect with my family....I need to just keep the focus on myself....
I think I feel lonely and at those insane 5-20 min...the urge to call someone is just so great......that I do and then, most of time, I regret it....cuz these conversations are not helpful to me....and definately does nothing for my PMA.
I need to write on this blog more often....I think I had actually forgotten I am a divorced woman! It doesn't matter what others think....it matters what I think and how I conduct my life.
I think its important that I think of myself as a successful, caring adventurous woman. I will not let anyone take my spirit and positivity from me! I just won't do that to myself.
