I admitted to myself that I allowed him to break me and break me he did.
I needed to move forward with or without him.
So I went to the place I know best - Up - I finally forgave H for the pain and destruction he has caused, I finally turned all of it over to Him, I released my demons, I released my marriage, my husband, my wants, my hurts and my anger to Him - All of it.
I get down and pray every night for my H, for my children, for all of you here who help everyone as well as for your WAS's.
We are going to be just fine my friends, no matter the outcome.
Matthew 5:44 But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you
(((Serenity)))
You made me cry. A good cry. A cry that I have needed for a couple of weeks now.
Best of all, you made me look UP.
Thanks, BIM
BIM M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11
my sitch: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1828127#Post1828127