Thanks CityGirl

At this point we are moving and I told her I would not see a mediator until that happens

She has seen one.

Honestly I was scared to go see one because it just seems like the steps towards the end of it.

Maybe I am just being foolish and kiding myself this will all work out.

Feel like saying F**K it today.

She probably does qualify for legal aid because she is a SAHM and has no job.