Again I must trust in the wall. The wall only I've ever been able to penetrate. Eventually, she'll tire of living behind it and let it down -- and that's when she'll realize I was the only person who wanted to get and stay inside the wall.
Maybe. Maybe.
CTH, where is your focus right now? Is it on what SHE may or may not do? I understand if it is. But, that's not where it should be.
One of the hardest things I have had to learn is to be strong enough (and love her enough) to let go. If she comes back, then it was meant to be and will be on new terms. If not, then it wasn't meant to be and, more importantly, you weren't going to "win" her back no matter what you did.
Don't mean to be the frigid, cold water on you, but try to determine where you are concentrating your energy and emotion right now. And, is it in the right place FOR YOU?
