Anyway, I am sort of going beserk because it is 9:30 and he is not back. I called him a while back (cell has dead battery he says) and told him with a sweet voice: "I am going to bed, I left you dinner in the oven and there are mushroom kabobs on the stove" but inside I am trying to supress the 'Friday evening and he is out, where will he be' thing.
Good thing is with all the stress I could only eat one of my beefsteaks with gratin cheese. Saved 230 cal there!
OK me, repeat slowly: 'You have no control over what he does; you can only control what you do' Breathe. Repeat again. Breathe. Feel better. Go to bed.
Tomorrow will be another day. And we are going to look up kayaks!
Good nite y'all
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
BTW, I forgot to post this the other day. I thought it was hilarious: we were kind of cuddling in bed and I tell him, teasingly: 'do I know you? Have we met somewhere? Have we been formally introduced?' And I SWEAR he answered: 'No, I am an alien from outer space that just got here'
Talk about true pillow talk! The alien confesses!
And yes, one thing did lead to another
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
German: zehn neun acht sieben sechs funf vier drei zwei ein French: dix neuf huit sept six cinq quatre trois deux un Spanish: diez nueve ocho siete seis cinco cuatro tres dos uno Italian: dieci nove otto sette sei cinque quattro tre due uno Latin: decem novem octo septem sex quinque quattuor tres duo unum Danish: ti ni otte syv seks fem fire tre to en Afrikaans: tien nege ag sewe ses vyf vier drie twee een Turkish: on dokuz sekiz yedi alti bes dort* uc* iki bir
I am tired will follow... Sorry I could not remember some Turkish characters in ASCII. Need that beer, I guess.
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
LOL and I thought I was the only one who had to study latin!!!!! I know you'll feel better after your sleep. He did seem to have lots of work stuff on his mind - and I mean work, lady:) - so it's kind of normal that with all that he ended up not calling, don't forget that he called you already ... and even asked you for breakfast this morning.... that doesn't sound like he is thinking about something else! Will come back tomorrow to see how you doing Hugsies nightshade
"Each and every one of us is deserving of a kind word, a gentle thought and the gift of understanding. "
Hope you have a great Saturday and I think you are doing great at handling the Assumptions. Sage keeps telling me to challenge them and back talk them!
Sorry you had a rotten evening.
The ASSumptions kill evenings pretty quickly.
I called David's cell phone and the mail box on it is full again. That sure is happening a lot lately.
Anyway lots of fun thoughts to you and H today!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"