Thanks. I will look into a keylogger. I can't seem to get any meds immediately as all they will give me is something to help me sleep which i can't take because I have to take care of the kids at night (they still get up frequently). I just don't understand how a drifting apart (even though it is extreme and everything she says about us is correct) should lead to D. We have to much together to throw it away. Do they have online copies of DB or do you have to wait and get a paper copy?
