I don't think there is anybody else as there is no time with the kids. We work opposite schedules and she has all the kids during the day and i get them in the afternoon when she works. I don't pray like i should and i haven't read the books yet as i just found this site.
I just worry about not talking and pursuing as our inactivity is what led us here. She is completely detached and i feel if i let her continue she will just go. I am visiting a psychatrist soon and will continue to this time. She has said that i can completely change for the better and it still might not matter. I have lost 15 lbs in the last 4 days and just can't cope mentally as i have multiple panic attacks over this.
