Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

You sound good Dylan!!!!

Because I am.

I had a really nice dream of moving into my apartment. I guess I'll have to store in memory aa much as I can about it. The building had another single parent with kids and the first weekend I had the boys over we all got together for pizza and a get to know you kind of thing. I guess I forgot, apartment living does have it's advantages in having very close neighbors as a new source of friends.

Also at some point XW came by, alone I think, and was quite 'nerved' I guess to see me finaly out on my own and enjoying life? I remember I did politely stand my ground on something, not sure what, but cordially thanked her for setting me free.

It is funny. In the real world, when I picked the boys up last Friday and we were talking briefly about the status of things and my cousin losing her job the moemnt I saw this apartment for rent that I now can't get, XW had this weird look on her face. I don't know if it was just the concept of it, or the close poximity of where it at. But she just put on this wierd look and ackward tone. Maybe there is some truth in what she said at New Years about not wanting me to move away when I left the house? But then again, she's the one running 90 miles away? And so is the double standard effect her burdens bring upon her, not me.