Where I'm @, any input will be appreciated

[Inaspin]

Ok so it's 2 days after our 1st MC session, my blowout afterwards & I feel like I am at day 1 again and am so confused.

My wife yesterday told my mother that she thinks our marriage is over, but she will go to counseling to see if there is a miracle.

When I got home last night she again said "I've made my choice" and "I think our paths will separate" "to much has happened" but after I asked her again this morning to follow through on the Imago MC she said she will go to 12 sessions and we will see where we are after that. She said if she was not prepared to try she would not go to the MC.

I am really battling with this because she says it's over, but she also says she will do MC to see if anything changes. It just feels like I'm being strung along.

I am trying to detach, not have false hope etc. I am just finding it so hard with these mixed messages.

On the plus side I have a min of 3 months to try and DB, with her not having made a deffinate decision. I just feel like I have undone what I started doing last week, and my head is swimming again!