First I am glad to see you again - I hate worrying...
Being a lady myself - No you are not crazy...
You do know what she is doing here right?
I know you are mad and upset right now however you will see this later when you have a chance to calm down a little...
Your post is a perfect example of gas-lighting/blameshifting/projection...
The gas-lighting is making you think you are crazy (no you are not)...
Stop and breathe, now do it again...
Don't make any decisions based on your emotions right now - You know this my friend...
Take some time for just you, go dark...
I know this isn't what you expected however it is clear to me she is still living in that nasty fog...
You saw the alien - Sucks I know - I call it the monster but remember this - The alien isn't your wife - Your wife is in there, lost but still in there somewhere...
Promise you won't make any rash decisions tonight?
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~