Hoping WAW will someday see through the fog....

[shellshockedga]

So today went pretty well. A small R discussion tis morning, but dealt with with quickly. Her emails not returned. 48 hour rule.

Tongiht we had a family pizza night: the following is a journal entry meant to be sent to her, but will not .. this is for here only:

WAS, thank you for an incredible evening. For the first time in months you acted like my wife again. As we drank down those cold beers I could see that look in your eyes. The one I used to see many years ago. The one I fell head over heals in love with. I dont see it often any more, but boy was it nice tonight. We laughed at old stupid jokes and made eye contact like there was no tomorrow. Was it the beer, or was it more? WHow knows, who cares. It was a small slice of heaven.

When we came home you asked me to watch TV with you for a while. It wasnt my style, but i agreed and enjoyed. Even found a new song I love.

Then you asked me back to OUR bedroom to watch the rest. I decided to kiss you on the forehead and retreat to my room. I couldnt take it any more and could not make a wrong move.

Thank you again for an excellent evening. I expect nothing toorrow, just know I appreciate tonight.

Journal entry over.

No comments necessary. I'd rather do this then actually send her this email