WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

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Thanks bro. I know I can count on folks here to support me. You have always been here.

It's a crappy situation for everyone involved and everyone sees it, even my 3 year old, except for my WAW.

My 7 year old did manage to make me laugh the other nite. His fish, Speedy, died (not the funny part) at the mother's apt. He was sad about it but she had already bought another one. I asked him what he named the new one and he said "Speedy the Sequel" :-)

I'm at the point where I know I've lived with honor and will continue to do so. I can look my boys in the eye and live without any regrets. I have tried everything to save this marriage and bring the four of us back together. It didn't happen, but I still have my family. It is just me and my two boys. For that I am still grateful and happy.

Thanks again for the prayers and support...

Be as strong as you can be tomorrow CIPA. Do it for your kids...and for yourself. Do the best you can in a tough situation...and leave the rest to God.