Journalling..... Well, I had this last weekend off....plus 2 days...amazing!!! I feel very rested and refueled this week.
It was nice to spend several days...at home...my home...doing nothing much. I enjoyed the time and I didn't cry once...didn't ever even come close to it. I am hoping that I have accepted my situation and am just living my life.
Some days, exH calls, some days...doesn't. He doesn't owe me anything and he is really embracing that concept. When he wants to talk....he calls......if I start talking and it takes up more than 3 min...he wants to hang up. I am fine with that...I am learning to just take it as it is for that day. Who the hell knows what he is thinking or wanting. Its hard to know someone else's mind and anyways, not really trying anymore. If he ever gets to the point where he wants me....well, he knows where I am. I'm not holding my breath.
I have a huge Internal Review coming up next month and so I've actually been super busy with that. I've been getting to work at 8am and leaving around 5:30pm! Amazingly normal hours! The last 2 weeks, I've been cooking, eating healthier, drinking more water, eating 3 meals...basically....taking care of myself! Its great to have time. Who knows how long this will last!! But enjoying it!! HA!
Also started reading a novel...just a few chapters in...but, it is pretty good so far.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I can keep a positive attitude and keep living my life the best I can.
