The one thing you have to realize is that we've ALL received this exact same talk.
He is looking for your "permission" to file for D because it will alleviate HIS guilt. Don't give in to it. Don't let his badgering get to you.
Tell him that what he does is up to him. You do not believe in D and so you will not do anything to push it. He, however, can do what he wants to. And then walk away.
WALK AWAY.
Keep the answers short and sweet. If he chases after, tell him that you don't have anything more to say to him if he is still stuck on the same subject.
WALK AWAY STRONG AND CONFIDENT. Cry when you are away from him.
DO NOT cry in front of him. Go for a drive. Do something to get out.
DO NOT let him see you buckle.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
