Barely spoke with WAW today since she is out of town on business. But...during a brief phone conversation she again used the term "day by day". It seems the closer we get to ther move out date, the less she becomes sure of the future.
Looking at things as objectively/fishbbowl as possible, it seems there could be a future reconciliation if I can be patient. Of course, that is not my strong suit.
I continue to do well at work, working out with S16, and making an effort to spend time doing things I enjoy.
Still riding the rollercoaster and considering asking new family doctor to medicate me. I would prefer to have access when I need it, but try not to use it all the time.
Sleeping alone tonight since WAW is gone for the night. Soon I will be doing it all the time, so I have to get used to it. That is going to be one of the toughest parts for me.
