We will be on a roller coaster forever because that is life. I just pray H will join in the same car as me. Believe me I know the strides that have taken place. I am so much stronger than I used to be, and really so much more in love if that can be possible. smile And so many goals are being met, which is awesome...but patience!

My strength really comes from God. Whenever I am down, I get in my car and there is a song to remind me about my goal. One is "One Life to Love" and this morning I was listening to my "Glee" CD, :), and I hit a button which turned to a radio station I don't usually listen to. It was playing "Bleeding Love", which I love the dance done to that on my favorite show SYTYCD, anyway...how it says "you cut me open and I keep bleeding love". It reminded me once again that every time H does cut me, more love pours out. I just keep bleeding love all over everything I touch, which is not because of me...but because of God and the strength He gives me everyday. He loves me so I can love others.

Teaching is going well. My students have finals tomorrow and Monday starts a new trimester, which is good because some of my classes are driving me nuts, but bad because almost all of my classes next tri have 30 students, which is hard because I don't have a lab room.

Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
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