I will have to look into Divorce Care. Of course, technically I am not going through the divorce yet since stbx has not signed the dang paperwork!!
Wish I could take a nap with my mojo. Part of my funk is that my house is a mess, I have not cleaned/organized in a week. So much going on, last week I was out until bedtime every night except Friday which I spent with my kids. This week parent conferences, plus night class tonight, I am running out of hours in the day. Not sure which came first, the funk or the disorganization, but being disorganized adds to the funk. Will have to pull a late-nighter tonight and deal with some of the clutter so it stops overwhelming me.
On my Lady Antebellum kick (seriously, check out their music if you haven't, even if you don't like country!), here is the song for today's mood--
ONE DAY YOU WILL
You feel like you're falling backwards Like you're slippin' through the cracks Like no one would even notice If you left this town and never came back You walk outside and all you see is rain You look inside and all you feel is pain And you can't see it now
[Chorus] But down the road the sun is shining In every cloud there's a silver lining Just keep holding on (just keep holding on) And every heartache makes you stronger But it won't be much longer You'll find love, you'll find peace And the you you're meant to be I know right now that's not the way you feel But one day you will
You wake up every morning and ask yourself What am I doing here anyway With the weight of all those disappointments Whispering in your ear You're just barely hanging by a thread You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath And you don't know it yet
[Repeat Chorus]
Find the strength to rise above You will Find just what you're made of, you're made of
[Repeat Chorus]
One day you will Oh one day you will
I am ever the optimist, I know I will feel "up" again soon. Just a matter of time! Dan gets back tomorrow, maybe that contributes to my mood? Easier with him gone I don't have to look at him or speak to him at all...
