Please don't tell me I have ran everyone off.....Should I start over fresh?

I am really bad at this and my head is in a haze. I need step by step help. I am sorry I have been so difficult and stupid. Please don't give up on me.

Last edited by praying_in_GA; 11/11/09 09:18 PM.
Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month