The slight anger helps me deal with it and keeps me from not communicating with her. This definitely is the toughest thing I've ever gone through . You wake up... its still there. It's hard to accept that someone else is forcing you down this path.
And they are being rewarded for their cheating. Is God blind to these things or is their day coming? Just some of the things I pray and try to find answers to.
I thank everyone for taking time to help me get through this.
I bought the DR book.I hope it still will help me, it sounds like my wife knows exactly what she wants. I didn't ask her, just reading between the lines.