I love my husband. We are (mostly) really good. The one thing/the most important thing, is what he's holding back on...
I don't have the courage to leave, or ask him to.
I don't have the resources to split (IRS issues, and they've tied our payments - LOTS OF MONEY - to MY income)
I have no proof of OW. I've checked, double checked, validated information, sneaked, peeked, etc... Nothing.
For the first time in a year, I initiated some kind of R talk... He had called me (after he left to go back out of town for work), and said I looked like I felt just horrible (bad cold recently, hospitalized for heart issues - ok now) and hoped I felt better. I txt'd him back and said...
"I just miss my husband. I miss our closeness. I miss feeling like a part of you. I miss our intimacy. I miss being loved by you. I just miss you,k even when you are right here. The real problem with my heart is that a piece of it is missing. I love you."
No response.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
