In shock...

[TrentC]

I was angry because I was told that I screwed up. I feel like that is all anyone is telling me anymore. It hurts. It hurts to be told every action I take everything I have done since he walked out has been wrong.

Read some other peoples' threads on this forum. Everyone here has made mistakes in trying to save their relationships, and everyone is in pain in some way or another. You are not alone here.

We are hard on you because we want you to stop hurting and stop making mistakes. Many of us are speaking from experience -- my speech to my dad was the first time I have ever had to tell him he was out of line.

But trying to turn this into a pity party for yourself is not attractive. Not to us, and not to your husband.