Up and down, highs and lows, seems like that is my life now on this roller coaster that is dbing. Seems like the blatant OM activities have slowed down a bit. I am GALing and not getting into R talks which seems good to her. She is calling me and texting more frequently, since I have more or less ceased initiating contact except for the morning wake up call and I keep that short and to the point. I did send a FB Friend request to the suspected other man the other night. No repsonse as I expected but it did send a message. He is over an hour away if I am correct, they may have cooled it while I am around. In the last couple of days she has only ran to the bathroom once after getting a call. As I figure it she is almost to the 4-6 month point in this thing. So that means the newness may where off sometime this winter. I am committed to staying and reevaluating things in the spring, so I try and not project and take things one day at a time and today is pretty good.
