My high hopes, maybe a pipe dream maybe not, involved a life beyond my wife with a wonderful woman and mother who didn't deserve to be hurt when my wife begged for her last chance.

Thank you for being real again.

Thank you for being human again.

I think you were very torn up also over the course of events that happened when your wife decided to come home, as I don't think you really expected her to.

How did you deal with that?

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.