I spent the morning trying to figure out how I'll get myself back into our bedroom.
What, is there some sort of barricade or something? Barbed wire?
Puppy
Puppy,
Thank you so much for the bluntness of this reply. It really helped me firm my resolve and get out of my fog. I spent last night in the masterbedroom, alone of course, and feel better than I did cowering away in the guest room. W is certainly not flaunting her joyfulness around me right now.
A,
This was HUGE. Yeah, it was just one boundary, but it was the beginning of taking your self-respect and your MANHOOD back.
Feels good, don't it??
Puppy
Yes, it felt good. I slept a little better than any night since the bomb. Then...somehow this morning I crashed even harder on the way to work, as the reality of this keeps sinking in. I'm reading the detachment thread, and it's clear to me that my wife is detached and I'm not even close to detached.
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