I understand all that but at the same time people are different. I just wanted to see if maybe you guys would see it as him not wanting to divorce if he was texting me all the time when I was gone and got in the shower with me when that never happens. I know actions speak louder then words as well. I have no intention of crying or begging haven't done that for weeks now, and I think it has kind of hit him that I will be fine and move on no matter what happens. Sometimes I think he is trying to get a reaction out of me, that is like him though.