That's why I always miss my VOR!!!! Mike, please oh please never keep your mouth shut. I appreciate the 2x4's when I'm starting to wallow. Dylan and Michelle did get me headed back the right direction, thank goodness.
Like I said, it's not really about Gabe. He is definitely a complete prick! I just try not to consider him at all anymore. This is definitely all about me. The head games I play on myself. Why the heck do I do that? NO idea. Hence the darned therapy! Yeesh, this is going to be a long process.
I get emails from two of the Black Friday websites. Yes, I'm that big a die hard black friday shopper. They probably won't have too many great deals on the system since they have come down in cost so much already, but I'm hoping for a deal on games.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Mish, I am heading into year THREE of therapy! (Ack, who wants to think about that?!) But I am much healthier than I have ever been in my life. I was so wrapped up in coping mechanisms, denial and co-dependence...I figure it will take as long as it takes.
ps - Share the websites! And keep drinking your water / hot tea / taking Muscinex.
That's why I always miss my VOR!!!! Mike, please oh please never keep your mouth shut. I appreciate the 2x4's when I'm starting to wallow. Dylan and Michelle did get me headed back the right direction, thank goodness.
Like I said, it's not really about Gabe. He is definitely a complete prick! I just try not to consider him at all anymore. This is definitely all about me. The head games I play on myself. Why the heck do I do that? NO idea. Hence the darned therapy! Yeesh, this is going to be a long process.
Life is too short...take each day for what it gives you and keep walking.
and F**k Gabe...he made his bed..let him lay in it...when he tells you crap and says stupid chit..just smile and put the " you stupid ba***rd" look on your face...
take care of that son and your mom..make a good Xmas for all..
it's time to put the focus on you and making you happy...not Gabe or the sorry mess he has created...
Page 2, huh? I guess I've never let my thread drop that far off the radar before.
Nothing much going on really. Marc is getting very nervous about the testing but I don't think he's as nervous as I am! I can't afford to put him through another 6 months of karate to get to the next testing if he fails and he knows it. UGH!
I had to move my C session this week to tonight. It was a little weird being there at night, just because it's out of my norm. My C and I talked about exercise for depression and I told her I know it's imperative and admitted I have an eliptical in my darned living room that I can't seem to get the gumption to get on by the time I get everything else done. She suggested that I make a deal with Marc. If I don't get on it every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday or Sunday then he doesn't have to do the dishes or unload the dishwasher on those days. Motivation! I want him to do chores and he will only have to do them when I do mine! It just might work. She knows I'll do anything to teach him responsibility but if I won't display it myself by doing something important for me then how can I expect him to? She also liked the idea of the Wii for Christmas as it would improve our interaction and promote fun and fitness at the same time.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
